High and Low
I don’t think I’ve ever had those many emotions occurring in one day. If this week is the six flags magic mountain, than two days ago would be the x2 ride.
that morning two days ago, i woke up and as i checked my blackberry, found out that somebody has mentioned me on twitter. It was called earfriendsJKT, very unfamiliar user:
turned out to be endah n rhesa fan, sharing my youtube video on twitter and asks its followers to check me out. i was soooo happy i jumped and screamed (literally) as i got ready to school.
I didnt have to, but i chose to see my BUAD311 (Operation Management) professor in his office hour to talk about my midterm, which i only got 70% on. I went there with Achien, who was actually the one who made appointment via email with Mr. Y (my professor) and she got 77%. I could just say he was the mean-est professor who ever taught me. Well first of all, achien got extra 2 points because he thought he was too harsh on grading her. I didnt get any extra points, because he thought was too generous giving me 70. While checking my answers, he was like “Oh, i dont know what youre doing here, and im sure you dont either”, or like, “This, you made this up, we should move on”, or “here, i cant give you more points because it’s just wrong. you cant multiply it by the profit”. Second of all, when i said that his exam was hard, he was like, “well, if it was hard, the average of the class wouldnt be 78.2. it means almost half of the class got good grades. there are many bright students in the class who are already on scholarship. those kids, maybe they spend more time doing homework than you did. well what you got to do is just to study. and you’re in a group with Alan right? He’s smart. Most people in your group are bright, you should ask them to help you. Well if you want to be in the smart half of the class, you have to study.”
I burst into tears right after i left his office and didnt stop. I felt so stupid i never feel that stupid ever in my life. and plus, im on my period, so that probably made it worse too. It’s the worst feeling in the world. When you see people looking down at you, and there’s nothing you can do about it.
But, in the end there’s always something good at the end of the day. Achien kindly bought me a Rittersport and a twix to heal my wound in the middle of my crying… and i cried evenmore. haha! I was just so thankful having a friend that cares and was there when i need her the most.
I got through hours in school and after school we went straight to saks fifth and barneys to refresh. look what i found. a perfect everyday bag.
Alexander Wang - Robyn Tote ($985)
you probably read this post and go “Wth”. But, what i’m trying to say is i had a whole lot of emotions going on on that day that i think is important for me to put in this time capsule. So that when look at this i can go, “Oh.. i remember that day”.
That’s all. lol.
So anyway. yeah. ttyl.
